The Beginning

This isn't my first blog and it probably won't be the last. I have loads of blogs I read on a normal basis...well, normal before I went offline for about 2 years. Life is crazy and it's dealt me some hard blows, but I keep on keeping on.

I'm a stay at home mom. My husband, while wonderful, tends to drive me crazy. We bicker about little things, but that's to be expected. Not many people could live with me, that's for sure.

I've been off my meds for about a week now. My dr. refuses to refill them until I can go see her, and I can't go see her for lack of gas and whatnot. My hubby wants us to go, but I'm trying to save our gas for when we go to his mother's house for Christmas...which should be an interesting story in itself.

Having said that I'm off my meds., I'd like to say that I'm a total bitch with a lack of desire to do any damn thing except hole myself up in a room and play on the computer.

I've even lost the desire to spend time with my 7 month old daughter... which is pretty bad because she's a dream come true for me.

So, hubby and I bickered tonight.

Now all I want to do is sit here, cry, and blog. Go figure, right?

Anyway, I'll post more later when I'm feeling better. Right now I think I should go to bed while the getting's good... otherwise I'll just sit here and continue crying.

And I'd like for someone to read this, after all.